jgn tah dilayan

apabila seekor itik dan seekor ayam bejalan disisir pantai sambil berpegangan tangan semua org yg berada di pantai itu hairan kerana.... (to be continued)

hmmm.... ih gila ih, beserabut kepala otak ku masa ani. mun dpt ku beteriak bah, kan beteriak ku, nganya yasmeen tido, malas tah ku.

Sebenarnya bnyk perkara yg ku sakit ati, sakit kepala, it is about work. Not that I dont like my work. I love teaching. Atu tah cita2 ku semenjak dari damit tapinya entah ah. something menguji my kesabaran. I dont have problem with students, coz misbehave students are normal. I dont mind mun durang capi2, it is normal tapi yg ku sasakkan yg sebaliknya. i dont want to cerita pasal atu, makin ku ingati makin ku sakit ati.

Btw, during normal day maksudku hari2 bukan puasa, kami dtg sekolah b4 7 because we have daily morning briefing and attendance is compulsary. sapa nda dtg, prestasinya fail. Yes, i repeat, FAIL. kami balik 12.50 tapi org gaji hari dalam seminggu 3 kali balik pkul 2.30. But, during ramadhan we come b4 7 and balik pukul 2. cali kan... whatever lah...

AIrport

On 25th sept, my adik yg ke 3 belayar ke UK for 3 year. She's doing Degree in Mechanical Engineering di Loughborough Uni.

Since, kami selama ani nda pernah becarai adi beradi, so moment ia kan belayar atu tah paling payah. Mcm indakan mau rasanya menyuruh my adik belayar, mcm mbagi kan becakap, "jgntah jadi bah, di UBD saja ko" but nda dapat. I kept on saying to my self, dont cry, dont cry, but i did cry. I cant control my tears from falling. Aduh, yg makin menyebabkan ku sedih lagi my youngest sister menangis banar2, sidak2 ia menangis. Bcause my sister yg belayar atu & my youngest sister atu rapat banar. Durang tidur sebilik, selalu sama2, kakanya selalu tutor ia maths, physics and chemistry. Udah kakanya belayar, my mom bagitau my youngest sister atu mcm masih sedih sampai sekarang ani and inda berapa mau makan.

Yesterday, I was so worried about my daughter. Yasmeen nda mau menyusu. Adakah patut Yasmeen menyusu 1.5 oz saja dalam masa 6-8 hours. Pastu menangis saja lagi tu. Ingau banar ati ku. Keraja ku kemarin pun nda betantu. Nasib baik ariani yasmeen mau nyusu dah.

Happy Teacher's Day

Oh my God, what happen to the students nowadays. ( i dont mean all students, some saja. indeed, ada jua yg masih sopan). They have no respect to teachers anymore. Ya Allah berilah mereka kesedaran.

If i were to compare students masa ani with our time, there will be huge different. very very huge. zaman kami dulu, baru cigu maraki mata udah tia kacut parut, kan meliat balik mata cigu atu pun takut. tapi students sekarang ani cigu menagur dibalasinya "apa pangkat mu menagur aku?" yes, "MU". inda lagi be "kita". Kemana ilangnya sopan santun anak-anak generasi mudah kitani masani.

Udah ditagur ulih cigu dijaling, ditantang, kan dibawanya bekelai pulang cigu2 ani, bila cigu melintas disindir, mun cigu meliat di cakapnya "muamu ah". Ya Allah, nda durang sadar kah pangkat guru di sisi tuhan ani tinggi selepas ibu bapa. Inda durang ani takut kan menyakitkan hati guru. Inda durang sadarkah, cakap guru ani makbul.

We know, kami ani guru muda, baru jua. Tapi selagi namanya guru mesti dihormati. Ani guru melintas di siul2, mcm tah cigu ani burung.

To all teachers in Brunei Darussalam, walaupun banyak kata2 sumbang mengatakan hal2 buruk pasal guru masani. But only we know karenah students masani dan kedudukan tani sebagai guru tinggi di sisi tuhan. Selamat Hari Guru.

Hepi teachers day

its been 1+ months dah ku jadi cigu and i dont if i enjoy it or no. Indeed, i still dont have my own timetable. Trust me, I only have 4 periods to teach each week, atu pun lapas ku memajal HOD utk membagi aku class. Nda ku suka datang sekolah and duduk afterthat relif class yg cigunya nada. so, baru tah ku kana bagi class. Its a form 3 class, by which I just do revision with them. Unfortunately, the students are confused. Why? sebabnya cara ku mengajar durang & cigu durang dulu inda sama. I mean, our explanation. If i were them pun I feel the same. Fortunately, i'm very much self educated. But, my luck, they like the way i teach them. Simple and easy to remember. haha... kedepatan bah durang ah mengapal saja keraja nya. mcm aku lah jua tu...
I never fail to ceritakan my princess Yasmeen everytime I blog... hehe... Now Princess Yasmeen udah 4+ months. Suka ketawa and bibiran.
Aher kata dari saya, selamat hari guru kepada guru2 yg di iktiraf especially to my self and my hubby, Hepi teachers day....

First Gaji + Shopping

went shopping today and so mengalih. Actuallynya aku ani mencari kasut utk yasmeen and daddy nya but nda belurih. membali pekakas rumah tah ku pulang.

Ingau ati ku ih ariraya taun ani. first time tah beraya dirumah sendiri. pekakas raya mcm galas, utk menyimpan kueh raya, carpet, sofa mcm2 g lah alum kami tedapat. stress... liat saja mcmana usulnya. mun nda sampat mbali next year ja beraya sini...

Org Kaya Baru

kami terima udah yeye... tapikan alum ku withdraw, ndaku tau brpkan ku withdraw. may be before raya baru ku shopping...

btw. lama udah blogku ani nda be update. sedikit lagi betagar. payah kan mengupdate nda tedapat internet bah dirumah ku ah. baru ariani espeed bepasang. dpt tah ku update saja ni. yeye

jeng jeng jeng... kediaku ni

Bismillahirahmanirahim. Ahernya abis udah ku betapa... kah kah kah... awu batah udah ku inda update blog ku. aku ani sbenarnya nda pulang sibuk p buat2 sibuk.

Bnyk ni kan ku cetakan.

1. aku kaja udah. yeye... jadi pegawai pelajaran bergaji hari. masa 2 ogos kami start. ahernya kaja jua kami. pikir tah inda. dimana? ayoyo... lupa ku bagitau. aku ngajar di SM pengiran ister hajjah mariam. cari tia sendiri dimana letaknya. Next year baru ku start ngajar geo form 4. taun ani charging otak dulu.

2. masa 6 ogos ariatu aku operation coz i had right breat abcess *google*... ani baik udah. ehe...

3. Baby yasmeen basar udah.alun plang basar banar. kan masuk 4 bulan. pandai tiarap and bibiran suka ketawa basar2... Yasmeen suka shopping. iatah mengalih. tepaksa malar bawa kadai.

Yasmeen bersunat

Yasmeen abis nyusu

Yasmeen sama nenek

Yasmeen kan mandi

Yasmeen kan arh org kawin